i have literally hit rock bottom
It’s only up from here.
Thirty Truths.
1. I love frozen grapes.
2. I have a guitar, but I don’t have motivation to learn.
3. I am really self-conscious about my ‘outgoing’ personality.
4. I am terrified of getting married.
5. I am happy.
6. I regret not trying out for volleyball in high school.
7. I partied my first semester in college. I regret that too.
8. I would be barefoot all the time if it were allowed.
9. I love to run.
10. I wish I was going to school for dolphin training.
11. I call everyone best friend. All but one aren’t.
12. I struggle in my relationship with my parents.
13. I love old t.v. shows.
14. I struggle with jealousy.
15. My oldest brother, Chris, is the person I think about when I need to calm down.
16. I don’t really enjoy singing anymore.
17. I love to ride my bike.
18. I am trying to go to Panama City next year.
19. I cheated on someone. It was the worst mistake I’ve ever made.
20. My favorite movie is The Goonies.
21. There are a lot of people that say they look up to me. They shouldn’t.
22. I like Pepsi better than Coke.
23. My role model is someone that reminds me that it’s okay that I’ve messed up. She made mistakes that would ruin most peoples lives, but she’s on the other side of it now and I’ve never met a more amazing woman.
24. I really think that God is about to do something huge in my life.
25. I love to speak to youth and I hope that is a calling on the rest of my life.
26. Roller coasters are on my “top ten favorite things” list.
27. I write letters because I always say too much.
28. I want to change someone’s life.
29. I am going to marry the most patient and understanding man in the world.
30. It’s by the grace of God that I’m here, because I don’t deserve to be at all.
I always walk away from situations second guessing everything I did and said. I wish I could just stay calm and quiet when I’m with people.
Move out. Go to school. Work my butt off. Come home. Work my butt off. Clean the house. Not enough. Run Errands. Not enough. Get a job. Not enough. Have to cancel my only vacation.
So fun.
Loving it.
So let Your name be lifted higher, be lifted higher, be lifted higher.
No beginning and no end,
You’re my hope and my defense
You came to seek and save the lost
You paid it all upon the cross.
(Source: spoonstarr)
i almost jumped.
My thoughts, put in to words
I am trying so hard.
What for ?
Good question.
Let go. Ok. Wow.
What a relief.
Ahh home again.
Peace is always here!
